the 3 flowers.(:

2010-10-19T20:56:00.003+08:00

Here we are! After 2 sweet years :)

Flowers love!

2008-08-20T08:18:00.000+08:00

There goes mel to Vegas. byeeee loves!

And we were there at 4am to send her off :) More to blog... soon.

where are we after so long?

2008-08-19T12:04:00.007+08:00

seems like everyone is busy with our own stuffs. as usual. seldom meet up already. but still. we manage to keep in contact. and mel is leaving for Las Vegas tomorrow morning! for a year. so she'd be missing my birthday and cai's birthday. so mel, remember to mail back the gifts or bring them back ok! heh. and what's ur add over there ah? heh.

some new updates. the latest 21st birthday celebration is for Skye's and mel's depart. at Prive! nice place. and mr azlan wasn't there. where have u beeN!!!! we miss you la. :( some pics here. :)

2007-10-01T16:10:00.000+08:00

yepyep. rihs is right! new picture for the flowers! ((:

I no longer know wad's right and wad's wrong. everybody is telling me a different story or rather their side of the story. people are talking; asking about it. but nobody has ever asked me anything. If there's anything anybody wants to know and it's regarding me... i think im the best person u shld approach. rather then everybody arnd me except me. and right from the start.. i didnt want to say anything or rather there was nothin to be said. and i don wan to. but u got everybody started on it. yet.. i kept quiet. why make it seems so burdensome when it's not (:

it's jus a simple affair afterall.

there's always something gain when something is lost. part and parcel of life. people come and people go. a few hard knocks in life... makes u tougher then before. that's life. so wad could be so backbreaking? jus move on and get on with life. it's still monday to sunday for the next 50 years. so why not live a fulfilling and colourful one?

everything is good as long as u leave it to the big guy up there esp when u cant figure it out. why crack ur brain. wad will be will be.

exhausted. but ~~glad.~~

~~p/s: everybody is happy. stay that way :D~~

2007-09-30T15:29:00.001+08:00

YAY! NEW PICTURE! NEW BEGINNING! =D

2007-06-25T10:08:00.000+08:00

*addition*

it's ah mei's 19th and 1/2 year old birthday too!!!

and shirleen's..... erm..... 19year-7 month-and-16days-th birthday! =x

2007-06-25T09:39:00.000+08:00

What day is it today???????

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It's book out day!

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NOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooo!

" IT'S MELI'S BIRTHDAY! "

HAPPY SWEET 20TH da hua!

LOVES..

flowers.

2007-05-05T22:55:00.000+08:00

7 Years of friendship...

2006-12-24T01:27:00.000+08:00

just celebrated xiao hua bday. :) abandoned! =x hope we like the present we all got for her. a watch! as usual. hahaha. or rather for the past few yrs. we bought the same type of gift. have a great birthday! loveS!!

2006-09-27T17:40:00.000+08:00

mel's in switzerland!!!

2006-03-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

flower's out again!

yeahyeah.. flowers was out chilling today with ernest yeting choowei ben weeleong shaoping joc eve and jiebin! had a wonderful and budget meal at katong laksa+nasi lemak. then after... it's all about chilling and drinking at wala wala and eski!

goodgoodgood day! lovelove

im here!

2006-02-22T21:54:00.000+08:00

havent blogged here for sometime! so here am i! =D yay just like what xiaohua said, it was a good session of kbox! though it was short. but it was good! :)

we've been more or less leading our own lives. but we're still as close as ever. and i'm really really glad for that. i know that there's definitely the both of them there if i need someone. and i love you 2!

dearest erhua. its okay to fail. you'll get over it soon and you'll definitely do much much better next time round! you'll get your license the next time round! cheer up! loves! :)

exams are here! SHIT! major siannn. ohwells. baoc preparation is around the corner! 12 days to be exact! VERY SOON! too bad erhua has attachment. ohwells. =D

i love you both! :)

flowers unite!

2006-02-22T17:30:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalalalalalalalala~
the flowers was out singing today! k-box! ((: lovelove

2006-02-17T14:28:00.000+08:00

shirleen at my place now...
yes. my place.. imbored... exams coming. all the best people.

love((;

Happy New year!

2006-01-28T18:10:00.000+08:00

Happy new year to all!

alright. like wad rihs blogged.. haha. has been really busywith my projects.. and i didnt have time AT ALL to shop for new year clothes.. real pathetic. sobs. hmm.. jus a short updates on the flowers's life.. so far.

MELISSA tan. has been busy with her idare camp. her freshie. and enjoying... her sweet little lovely secrets of unpredicable. haha.
SHIRLEEN sng. has been very free.... and.. hmm.. i feel... she is geeting more girly.. as days pass by. haha. plucking her brows..... etc! hmm. haha!
LIMEI cai. been with projects. and... mssing.. little shopping and chilling time out. gonna really make good use of her hongbao.. this CNY. haha.

overall, flowers has been good. and close like usual. no tmuch diference .. jus that.. we have all change and grow in our own ways.. i guess.. more mentally independent. and........... enjoying our own life.. ((:

peace out~

2006-01-27T02:23:00.000+08:00

seems like i'm the most eng of the flowers!! qihui din get any new yr clothes till now.. limei got afew but not really new yr clothes oso. qihui busy with idare, open house, etc. limei busy with projects projects projects. as for lihui. she's so eng!!! she didn't get to go out with the flowers for the past few days or rather weeks? she has been going home early, surfing the net in the night but still sleeping late! tsk tsk tsk... and lihui even has time to go make her hair for 6 1/2 hours! lihui seems bored... lalalala~

2006-01-15T00:39:00.000+08:00

new yr coming!!! yay.. but we're all stuck with projects.. brr..

it's a whole new yr! it's just january. soon. it'll be dec agn. =S anyways! all the best to every single one for the whole new yr. lol. abit late to say all that. but. ALL THE BEST kays! may the force be with all of us.

-cheers!-

a new year!

2006-01-02T14:22:00.000+08:00

hey guys! dahua here! i haven't blogged here for AGES. sorry sorry. hahaha! had a great xmas eve with you guys! and not forgetting the many many many special things that happened throughout the whole 2005! i would not be this happy without you guys! =DD

i'm glad for that decision i made months ago. between foc and idare! it was that one decision that brought me to where am i now. a new year, a new beginning, and yes i know i'm going to be damn busy when the new term starts. but anyhoww i'll find time to spend with u guys! i wanna go to wild wild wet, that new aqua park in ecp, blading, kayaking and yes! rockclimbing with the gang! soon soon soon i'll definitely try to find time. wait for me okay! =DDDD

love u two heaps! i'll check promiseworks for u all again. =DD thank you for all the support and encouragement! remember! idare sept 2006 is waiting for u 2! your last chance! =DD huggs.

2005-12-25T02:06:00.000+08:00

Thanks my flowers for spending time with me om my bday. and thanks the gang the bday gift. thanks choowei and yeting for the sweet earrings. thanks to all for the gift and time. thanks to all who had wished me on this special day. muacks. merry christmas!! love love.

THANKSSSS!

2005-11-10T01:22:00.000+08:00

THANKS MY DARLINGS!!!
THANK EVERYONE FOR SUCH A GREAT BIRTHDAY!!
THANK THE GANG FOR CELEBRATING WITH ME!!!
THANKS!

wat more can i say other than thank you. =) it's a great 18th! i'm finally 18! =D and up nxt will my xiao hua aka ah cai.

2005-11-09T01:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY sweet 18th Birthday! our everDearest erhua!
loveya always.

HUgs! + MuackZ!

2005-11-01T18:41:00.000+08:00

UPdates!

Alright, on behalf of my dearest dahua and erhua. i am here to update peepz about our life. cause this blog feels dead. haha.

let's start with meli, hmm.. god has been really nicee and kind to her. giving her all the precious things and moments she can ever experience in life. and i know mel has been really grateful for that. she is currently involved in school, be it idare, bAoc etc. and because of this canteen1 has become her favourite hang-out. hahaha=p she will be there monday to friday; eight to five. hahaha. and right now, she is in guangzhou, enjoying her "holidays" when the rest are having schoo. oh wells... she permits that herself. haha. own boss.

hmmm. ah sng eh, haha.. still in holiday-ing mood. haha. hanging out with her classmates after school like usual and visiting kuku places . and note distance does not matter to her. she can travel from one end to another end for no reason.. but the fun of it. cool.. keep it up my dear. same as meli.. shir is enjoying herself too. though at times... she is abit down on life.. oh well.. boring life. but nevertheless.. life has been good for her too. good fren. good elliot. good food. good bed. good notes. good school. good laughter. good company.

then about me? hmmmmmmmmmx.. jus ended my attachment, and i simply got no time to enjoy myself, and the next min u know... it's school! p a t h e t i c. but overall, attachment was good i suppose. got to learn quite a number of stuff and people there are relatively okay. haha. and i met some nicee fren there, like my attachment kakis.. amanda, shawn, huoleong, haha. got closer to them. and right now, im in a shopping mood. though i haven got my pay!!!! haha. but.. it's ok.. spend future money. lol. shall top it up soon!!

melissa will be back next tue. and as for shirleen and me.. we are constantly crapping and accompanying each other. and the next time when flowers get together again..it should be our dearest erhua bday! hahaha. yeah! time to enjoy and catch up again. and i m going to drag mel and shir out on a shopping spree real soon! ((:

thank god. for granting me my two flowers. im really grateful and appreciative for that. it has been 5 wonderful years together. and i m sure 50 years down the road, we will still be having coffee by the road side, toking about our lifes, gossiping and chatting about our grandkids? haha. hugs-

=D

2005-10-04T00:09:00.000+08:00

where is mel? she went bintan le......

where is moi? working! so sad. but her work like no work lidat. OTOTOB. haha.

where is shir? slacking every other day away. keep going out. badie...

2005-09-08T19:54:00.000+08:00

god bless all.

=D

2005-08-14T22:54:00.000+08:00

heyyyy! i miss u 2 man. havent been hanging out with you guys, or going shopping, or going chilling and im missing out on all the gossips and hows ur lives going on. ahhhhhhh.

i know u guys understand. BUT we need to chill soon! hahahaha. cause i miss u guys and i know u miss me too! lalalala. =D

=)

2005-08-11T21:40:00.000+08:00

been so long. one mth already since anyone blogged. updates abt the flowers. all of us seems to be bz with something. something. something. mel's bz with her SF and SCO meetings. limei and i busy with projects i guess. and me and mel have got tests tml.
so sian.
good luck to u darling.

2005-07-11T15:39:00.000+08:00

a sense of emptiness.

vacant. blank. void. vacuous. bare. vacancy.desolation. hollowness.

end. ((x

2005-07-04T00:57:00.000+08:00

well well... finally back to blog agn. =) these two days of wkend. i nv go out! haha. alright. went out. but not major playing session. so was kinda bored. on sat. did project early morning. 9am at orchard. but have got no choice. ziling and co were bz in the afternoon. but its good to wake up early. ha ha. then went home at.. ard. 2+ 3pm. saw mq at clementi. took 99 home. chilling ride home.

sunday. stayed at home to catch up abit of hw. been so long since i studied. but din do much studying oso. anyways, sch tml. or rather. later today. its youth day man! i'm no youth!!! ha ha. i'm an old man.....

-its okay bigflower. =DD

im here!

2005-07-03T14:36:00.000+08:00

hey flowers, sorry that i've havent been spending time with you guys. everyday busy with idare stuffs. havent had the time to go home with u guys, or go shopping or even to catchup with whats happening in your life. i'm really sorry but i believe you guys understand right? =D will go out soon and enjoy! but common tests are here and its time to study!

love u guys lots. and believe me when i say that even though i'm not always with u guys these days, you 2 are still the most impt friends i've ever had. i'll always be just a phonecall away if u need me. =)

:))

2005-06-29T00:28:00.000+08:00

was late for school this morning took a cab to school and the taxi driver was kinda nice and on. haha. i told him i m late for school and he drove kinda fast. so i was in time((: ended class arnd 1 . had lunch with jon and mac at canteen 1. then went over to idare booth disturb mel and dre. hahahahahaha.

was suppose to wait for shir .. was going to town for a movie with sean and victor. so to kill time.. i went to sunset way with mac.. her pet need the doc man. jon tag along as well. haha. hammy! then went over to daily scoop for ice cream agn~ hahaha. yummy.

went back school after that. met shir and we took a cab to cine. and guess wad. the taxi driver was worse then a turtle la. we took arnd 25 mins to reach town. might as well take bus =.= dumb driver. it cost us arnd 10 bucks ok!!!! argh~

met sean and vic. we watching alot like love! niceeeeeee show. not bad. kinda sweet.. guess a good course for couples.hahahaha. after the movie. me and shir got this movie craze suddenly. so we decided to have a movie marathon. haha. and the guys was nice. they don mind us running fever. haha. so we went on to lido for initial D. which till now. im still going gaga over. hahahahahahahahahahha.

oh oh oh oh oh .. im melting~~~~~~~~~ erhua. save me! pull me up! pls! wahahahhahahahhahahhahaha~ ((: hugs- lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~

2005-06-25T01:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MEL! DA HUA!!
wish u all da best in everything! muack muack muack. wheeee~

HAPPY 17 half to LIMEI! XIAOHUA!
hehe. dont anxious. my turn then ur turn kay? hehe.

so. excited. abt. the. party. =))

((:

2005-06-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

it's my da hua birthday!!!
gonna have a party later.. im so excited. i promise i m going to turn everything upside down. haha. gonna enjoy myself like there's no tomorrow. hehe.

happyBIRTHDAYmeli

HUgs-limei((:

2005-06-12T16:45:00.000+08:00

whee... i haven blogged here for some time. _grins. hehe. feel so bad for not popping by blogs and everything. have been bz with dunno wat these days. kept hanging out with the flowers... the scotlanders.. yesterday juz went for some CIP at Commonwealth. quite afew scotlanders went. woho. aft that went chilling at mel's place, harbourfront for food and holland v for more chiling. oh. and at harbourfront. had some entertainment. hohoho! and there's a new game to intro! super werid game. shall elaborate to peeps who wanna play. ha ha. and i bought a new cd. erm. by Corrinne May. the cd is nice. recommended. =D

im here!

2005-06-10T21:51:00.000+08:00

yayaaah. someone has to blog to keep this blog alive. so dahua the great is here! hahaha. =P nothing much's been going on. school's boring. been doing tutorials faithfully which is totally a miracle. i have no choice when my tutors are so strict. yeah. =D

and. i've finally felt the feeling of wanting something so much, till the extent that i'm so afraid i can't get it. i wonder if i can still act nonchalant and carefree if i fail. whatever.

stupid sis bite my hand today. justina tan. you wait. hahaha. =P

=D

2005-05-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

i haven't blogged here for ages! not me only. some middle flower too. hahahaha.

i still can't really put myself as a year 2 in ngeeann. walking around seeing so many freshies seems really weird. but other than that, i see loads of familiar faces too! waving and waving like some fashion parade. =D yeah. i seriously can't wait for the holidays to be here again. i want camps, fun fun fun, and freed from tutorials. =P

aiyah neeeeeed to do tutorials later. boring. ugh. ok im off. i still can't believe sch's started. i'm still in the partying and holidaying mood. =D

2005-05-22T21:09:00.000+08:00

early morning late at nite

scottish warrior starts to fight

all united act as one

scotland will win the war

scotland will win the war (x10)

guess the after bAoc fever is still here. lol~

yo ah yo yo ah yo~

2005-05-21T18:30:00.000+08:00

oh scotland the number 1, diu diu

oh scotland the mighty 1, diu diu

oh scotland the victor, scotland the super

oh scotland the number 1, diu diu diu

can't imagine jus 2 more days school is starting.. and the 2 months holidays jus passed by in a flash. but i m so so glad this has been the most fruitful holis i ever had. though real busy with all the camps and stuff. but i enjoyed myself(: esp bAoc. u wont imagine how much have i enjoyed myself(:

spend arnd 1-2 months perparing for bAoc.. doing up the deco in 2 days. painting banner. etc. and finally the first day of bAoc kick off with meeting my freshies for lunch. together with me.. my other SCs includes. .ben CHAN, ben TAN, arron, vanessa and aaron. not forgetting my best partner- sng.

we met our freshies- tt02 outside lt73. then went over to cantten 1 for lunch. everything went on smoothly. being only the first day the freshie communicated quite well with us though they all appear shy and stuff. haha.adn i think they all know most of their classmates names by the end of the day. it was a really good start(: went for dinner at nite with the other SCs adn some freshie at al-meen. basically a good day.

second day of bAoc. it was the sports day. we meet our freshie all at the busstop. and sports day actually refers to amazing race arnd the school. the freshie was starting to warm up with shir and me introducing to them the diff claps, cheers and the famous t02 oie~ haha. i can see the class getting together, bonding together. getting closer to each other as the days goes by. and we were closer to the class already. i m so glad!

last day of bAoc. we meet up early for lunch at kap. after lunch we hurried back to school. we played games at the squash court.. haha.. introducing the uniquely t02 animal games with superman and batman. haha. how adorable can they get~ then we went over to convection, for the activites. and guessed wad.. they cheer and do wadever me and shir did.. haha.. and shir remember the 3 yrs thing.. haha.. i feel like laughing at the tot of it. lol. at that very moment in the convection. shir and me both dare say.. we love our freshie-t02. when everything ended.. jus b4 they all went home. we give them this little gift that we made ourself.. which includes candles with their names utensil and this leather band. hope all of u like it.

went for dinner with SCc and some freshies at cine. everybody spilt up for dinner as we were really a large grp. so shir mel eugene weilun joel darren andre faith and me went to the food court. and the rest joined us soon after. we went to the youth park later on.. played a few lame games sing along.. and we were all high.. haha.. or was it jus me. haha. invented the headshot and legfive with shir. LOL LOL.

congrats to ernest for the best SCO. though scotland didnt get the best grp but to me we are the best! and yeting as well.. u are my best SCo as well . three cheers to all the scottish.. hip hip hooray! thru bAoc i have made alot of frens... buddy for life. and i do cherish all of you! hugs!

and i miss t02- featuring: joel.beng chow.edmond.bindi.audrey.jinlong.elaine.jessie.yihui.

lokhai.weixiong.cassie.joy.victor.quimin.sherman.quowen.huiyi.yinglai.yinghan(: big hug- outing real soon k~

yippeee!

2005-05-07T11:21:00.000+08:00

YEAH! the flowers are back! hahaha! my source of entertainment is back! =P i've been too good for the past week. sleeping at 12+ in the night cause there's no one to entertain me online, except dre, cause everyone's at camp. partly cause i've been really tired too lar. will update ya with what i'm been doing the past few days. online blogging is not safe you know. =P i need retail therapy too! please go town with me real soon!

p/s xiaohua, sorry i didn't get the timeslots and modules you wanted for IS. the stupid npal had errors and by the time i rushed in, only jap and biz etti were left. sorry ah.

2005-05-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

im in a bad mood. i might sound like a kid to you right now but seriously im in a bad mood. chocolates for me anyone? =

i need some positive injection into me right now! if not i guess... pessimistic will be drowning me~

anyway.. will be away the whole of this week. be back on sat (: hugs

its sunday once agn

2005-05-01T01:03:00.000+08:00

its sunday once agn. how fast time flies man. juz one wk. supposed to replenish back the energy and slp that i've lost from the camp. but it doesn't seemed that anything have been replenished. and the actual back is on monday. which is supposed to be a public holiday. how sucky can it be? but anyway, have to look on the bright side ehz? or else things wld be so much worser than u expected. things will be fine. though part of me is stil quite reluctant abt the camp, i've already fixed my decision that is to go for the camp already. responsible. so damn lazy to have to pack once again. packed like twice in a mth. and i nv loved camps. din even attend a pri 5 camp back then coz of fear. ha. many fears. okok. will be having 1st mth "party" for elliot later. my darlingg! =) wont be able to see him for 6 days and wont be able to enjoy my dear bed for 5 nites. =(

juz wondering.. do i really look that dependent? hmm. but at least i said wat i felt. are there somethings which are better not to be said?

its me.

2005-04-28T20:12:00.000+08:00

sorry that i'm quitting foc. but i guess you all understand why im doing it. esp shir, sorry that im leaving you behind in trojan. i dunno what to say. i understand and know how you guys are feeling, and i'm not going to say "enjoy yourself", cause i dont wanna make things worse. but still. hope it wouldnt turn out that bad.

weird that i have the trojan stuffs with me. seeing the cap makes me realise that i would never have a chance to wear it. and somehow i feel that if i quit right from the start, you 2 might actually be in the same group and problems would be less. sorry girls.

ugh dunno what to say except sorry. i know you guys would support me in any decision i made. so update me with what happened in camp okay? chill tmr! =)

2005-04-27T23:39:00.000+08:00

sometimes. if one really can do only wad they likes. only things that makes them happy. i guess that person is really fortunate. i wish i could be like the one. but the word responsiblity seems weighing really hard on me. should i jus let everything go and be a irresponsible brat that doesnt spare any thoughts about the trouble i would create for people..people?? or i should make it sound closer.. my seniosr actually.. but making things easierfor me doesnt makes me happy at all. not at all. i hate it. all this trouble i have to go thru. it's hard really hard.

i know shir isnt feeling that great afterall. we are both on the same boat.but i hope everything will be over soon. we have shoulders for each other right? i guess that's my only comfort for now(:

would u be the irresponsible brat or otherwise? SOS~

it's all gonna be well... i pray

2005-04-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

im back! haha. i am not gonna describle everything like wad mel did in her blog regarding her bintan trip. haha.. well.. im lazy.. it's known! hehe.

trial camp..is over. im glad it's all over. not a diaster but not that pleasant i mus say. being in a diff grp as shir makes a GREAT difference! now i know how important my flowers are to me! *i realised it long ago actually..hehe* hmm.. my groupmates are alright.. they are nice.. ... sigh.. shall not reveal.. net is always unsafe for such stuff. i bet shir will understand wad im gonna say after that. (:

actual camp is coming in a weeks time. and i don know how am i going to survive in camp. facing hundreds of freshie and also all my GLs. im kinda lost. but all i know is.... god has a plan for everything so i shall not grumble but i should face it all postively. i promise i will. i'll try. i hope shir will do the same too. *don worry shir shir.. im always here for u ya... this time round we are GLs not campers... guess things will be better* muacks.

i miss meli too.. though she is back from bintan but in a flash she is gone again in japan. haha.. be back fast my dear. haha. and bring lots of present too! hehe

2005-04-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

ok. time to write wat's going on thru my mind. my mind is contradicting now. i dun feel i click with my foc grp. think. abt the gers. erm... not the kind of gers i wld hang out with. its not that they are not nice. its just. diffferent. its like. so mixed feelings. initially, aft the tbc, i was quite enthu abt it. until i noe the grping for foc camp. it gets quite sucky to noe the grping. was hoping to be in the same grp as limei. and back then, i was juz thinking if i wld be a gl. seems like it isn't a prob at all. its abt getting into the same grp. maybe i took things quite lightly at the beginning. i was thinking, getting in the same grp shldnt be a tough thing. and i still think that it is still possible for changes. but watever lar. dun think it can fix the feelings that we all are feeling now.

ok. the trial camp is nearing. its sunday today. trial camp on tue. i duno how i can click with them. juz gotta try to do it. i dun wanna click. yet i have to click. just how contradicting that is. i'm so unmotivated to go to camps. especially this camp. furthermore without my darling. wat crap. this feeling worsens. but what to do? just think. mel and limei. both dun feel gd abt the foc stuffs. i wld definitely be influenced. yet, i've got to keep the enthusiasm in me to at least hopefully feel better abt the camp. i cant possibly just be absent for the camp. it wld be a great idea. but its irresponsible. my mum even encourage me to just be absent for the camp and she even said wat i've got myself into. dun wanna go. yet i join this thing. bah~

thinking abt baoc. baoc seems so much better with the kind of company down there. it isn't all of the company there that's nice. but at least the few whom i keep hanging out with are nice. its really the shits that i've got myself into. ha. but its too late to back out i believe. just gotta keep moving on.

hope everything goes smoothly. hope limei feels better. hope mel enjoy herself at bintan and japan. hope everyone who goes bintan will all return safely in one big piece. hope everything goes well. haiz.

frustrating~

2005-04-17T21:58:00.000+08:00

im jus so affected.. so upset by the fact that i m in a diff grp as shirleen and melissa for the upcoming camp. call me childish.. useless.. wadever for all i care. but the fact is. i jus cant convince myself with the way those F*C people arrange stuff. if u think i m too arrogant to say that about my senior.. so be it. i agree that they are all nice fun loving people. but! sigh. this is so dismoralizing~ i don know wad to do. i don feel like going for trial anymore. and i heard some unpleasant stuff about some seniors and their grp.. i don know to believe anot.. i guess i shouldnt. but... the irrational side of me seems working really hard now.. and i m actually hating him for doing such stuff.and it makes me hate his grp as well. u must be wondering how childish i can get. i cant believe it myself too~ sigh..ohgod! argh~ c'mon limei.. wake up now. be rational be wise.

im so upset~~~~~~~ going on at this rate i think i will jus pissed everyone off with my irritating unrational childish attitude!

......................>>>>>>>>>>> so be it~

i wish im still in that brown skirt and whilte shirt. no matter how awful it is. life would be much simpler then.

dilemma.

2005-04-17T11:21:00.000+08:00

freak. how many decisions must i keep making. why is it when everything seems to be settled, new problems will arise. wth.

i really really really want to go idare. i want to go. we've put in so much effort and i don want to just back out and lose everything. but at the same i'm worried over the safety of the camp and everything. was talking to both erny and ah boy yest. both of them really made sense over the safety and yes safety is all of our priority. i still cannot believe that erny has backed out. ah boy was going mad in msn yest night. getting all worked up and stuff. but when he started to find info about the earthquakes and volcanoes, what he found out made sense too. he found a map of the active volcanoes in the whole of indonesia. then the nearest volcano to bintan is in sumatra. and he felt that the volcano have a small possibility of reaching bintan because it is covered by sumatra. then the earthquakes. since bintan is so near to singapore, if singapore felt it, bintan would too. somemore bintan is twice the size of singapore. and well. his decision was if he could get his money back, he'll withdraw. please tell me wad to do. i really dont want our efforts to go to waste, but at the same time i want to have fun knowing everything's safe. ugh.

anyway. i feel really sian over foc. i dunno why. mayb is i don really click with the people and there isn't that familiarity when discussing impt stuffs. i can see how much more we can commit to baoc if we quit foc. but well, at this junction, i just think we'll gonna make things worse. aiya.

all of a sudden. i feel like quitting everything and just going everyday to school to paint the banner for baoc and helping out for baoc. call me fickle minded.

2005-04-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

have been really busy with life. haha. but i guess somehow i enjoyed it.. being involved in many activites sometimes makes it hard for me to concentrate and give my best but nevertheless.. i'll try my very best(:

this whole week was really hectic. busy with BAOC, sometimes ambassador.. and also FOC.. hmm.. most of the time.. i was really hyper and high. haha.. with that shirleen sng around.. haha.. esp during matriculation.. hahahha.. we flowers were really hyper. best man. haha.. i like the feeling it makes me enjoy wad i m doing. im loving it. but somehow... the energy in me seems dying off.. .. .. .. maybe because of the groupings of GLs.. shir and me happened to be in diff grp. perhaps they feel that im too hyper and stuff that's y didnt put us together..and i know.. we wont always be so lucky to be in the same grp i understand.. but if they group us fairly i got nuthin to say..but in this case they didnt. not fair and square at all. just feeling abit lost and i don know why.....but sadness overflow.. cause that's not the impression i wan to create to pp.. perhpas im always loud and smiling. therefore they conclude im independent and out-going.. is that really the case? no.. im dependent on shir. right shir. lol. kill me~~~sigh

as for BAOC.. it wad really fun working with angelia and gang. a new grp of frenz for me. and im definiatly excited to experience BAOC05. i wonder wad god has install for me! (:

and ya... for those going bintan for idare. please please please TAKE CARE of urself. to put it in a crude way.. be back in one piece alright. just take good care, enjoy to the fullest. i still sense the danger in indonesia.. though it seems quite fine. esp to melissa.. erny.. perry.. ben.. and all!!!!!!! takeeee care! if can don go la. hehehe *hugs*

(:

2005-04-12T17:37:00.000+08:00

shirleen sng blogged: " wait for limei to come back for ambassador camp.. to fill u guys up with tbc"
therefore.. here i am. haha.
had a really busy week.. hmm.... TBC camp followed by ambaasador camp.. haha.. let's me start with tbc first.. HEH HEE.. shirleen sng... i miss TBC lar~ hahahahhahaha. it was suppose to be a 2 day one night camp but i didnt stay for the second day.. cause there's ambassador camp the following day.. hmm.. was kinda unwilling to leave actually.. haha... cause... welll~~~~~~~~ erm.... shir and me.. really miss the people there la and the fun u see.. hehe.. so.... ya... sigh. but nevertheless... trial camp is coming.. im EXCITED! lalalalal~

next.. on the list.. ambassador camp..! hmmmm.... seriously speaking. i don feel like blogging about ambassador stuff.. so.. hmm... let me conclude with only one sentence.. that is................................... im so glad it all ended~ (:

went for SC meeting yestersday.... saw RAI and GANG.. woho.. im soooooo happy to see them.. hahaha.. it has been awhile since i see them lar~ the meeting was fine... guess.. i will be working with a bunch of real fun loving people. yeah. haha..
then after went for badminton with flowers. minquan.azlan.sikai.... ah boy erny jianming perry and friends joined us later... really tired after everything. haha. fruitful day man!

=D

2005-04-10T13:24:00.000+08:00

haven't blogged here for sometime. nothing much happened anyway too.

well. today's sunday. supposed to be at music clinic. but lessons stopped. singing lessons halted. STOPPED. taking a break is a nice phrase to use. quitting is a harsher phrase to follow. okay fine. i'm just feeling weird and all sore that i have no more singing lessons to look forward to. and i'm missing peter! ok whatever. u 2 go kbox with me! THIS IS AN ORDER! -.- rah.

just need to rant. shirleen sng where r u! i want to play game! u got me hooked so u hafta play with me! hahahha. going out soon anyway. ughhh.

tbc =)

2005-04-09T12:01:00.000+08:00

hee. shall not elaborate more on the tbc camp. can refer to my blog.

in short, the tbc was fine. went with limei although had some hesitations. and we got into the same grp [juz like omaha]. with kaixiang was our incharge. and azli too! hohoho. azli's nice and damn kuku. cute dude. hehe. its ke ai. haha. but me and cai went home last nite. coz.. she has got ambassador's camp today and tml. and i've got work. erm. yah. that's it. the meals for the day was fine. not that bad. din expect much for camp food ya. my grp name is Squarepants. love the peeps there. damn kuku. Razif is one big joker. all of them are nice bahz. =) unforgettable. that kuku limei. and me were so high and laughing madly at certain "joke". hehehe.

shall allow limei to fill u guys in on the tbc and her ambassador when she gets back. haha.

lalalalala

2005-04-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

woho~ exams' over... so wad's next but to shop. haha.. but!! haha.. not for myself but.... for vonnie.. is her belated prezzie eh? haha. went town with azlan kampong and the flowers.. hmm.. bought her a top each from forever21 and topshop.. a pair of earring from perlini... ripcurl pouch from surf babe.. cookies from famous amos... booklight.. and let me think.. wad's else.. haha.. oh.. cakeSsss from breadtalk.. hahahaha.. hope she like it and i know she like it.. hehe. muacks vonnie! hohoho..

i wan to see tutu and elliot!! hahahaha.. yeah ho..

2005-04-02T16:17:00.000+08:00

went town with sasa and xian yestersday.. meeting them at the school busstop.. haha.. was kinda late.. rushing here and there.... and rai called.. she told me mac's hamie's leg.. got stuck in the wheel.. i was like.. HUH.. hahahhhhahhahahhaHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHH.. all the way.. oh ya.. did i mention she called our BMGT tutor as well.. and she said we didnt do very well for the project.. i was like.. really ar... hmm.. wad a waste.. then... right over the other side of the phone.. rainee.. SAID.. LIMEI.. HAPPY APRIL FOOL! hahahhahahahahha.. i was like -.- haha.. but anyway.. thanks guys.. u guys cheered me up! muacks!

like i mentioned.. met sasa and xian... hahah...*gonna killed by sasa for calling her sasa and murdered by xian for calling her xian* hehehehehe=p went to billy bomber for dinner.. it was fine... expected a better meal actually.. haha. and guess wad.. xian ate her most hateful....... strawberry ice cream! hahaha.... she finished it.. that's good. hehe. went around... shop.. then we decided to go home...

reached home... wasnt feeling very well.. realised i was sick! -.- haha.. sick during the holis.. how great.... my april is damn full!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha..

and.. it's my darling vonnie birthday today!!! happy birthday! hugs-

2005-03-31T13:19:00.000+08:00

something to be happy about... i guess.. hmm.. all my papers are over! but.... i don feel the excitement like i do in the last sem.. weird.. haha. not only me la.. meiying also.

first paper- econs.. was really fine. it's a 'do-able' paper.. kinda a good and pleasant start im say.. and i really enjoyed every bit of econs! (:
next was... BMGT.. that's was oh man. haha.. don really know how to do.. didnt study much.. but jus hope.. god bless me. haha. yestersday was POA------> my nightmare. was really scared man..(which i seldom do for papers) i wonder why... i must admit it was a easy paper. but.. i SCREWED it up. i actually FORGOT how to do certain stuff.. i was really anxious when i was doing.. sweaty plam and such.
even till now.. tough the paper is over.. i have this uncertainty in me. extreme anxiety. super worried. mega scared. i cant fail the module! i would kill myself if i fail. sigh.. u might properly be thinking.. fail.. cant be la.. wont fail.. but i really got this feelng in me.. if not give my "character" unlikely i would get so worried even after the paper is over. sigh.. im damn scared la.. damn damn damn.!.!.! sigh................... =

after poa.. wanted to go home.. but minghui was like.. hey.. go out go out la.. so we went town... walk around. had a nice chat with them... then we went to this animal hospital (mount.pleasant?) near.... Raffles town club.. to pick up mac's hamster.. haha.. oh man... lots of dogs there..... and it's like mega big ones.. haha... well..im scared of animals la.. haha. but nevertheless i think dogs are cute and attractive to me then cats..(hee... rai.. don mind me). then after.. went home... a long journey home... took 154 from there.. dozing off on the bus man..

anyway... best luck to all .. having their exams.. esp.. melissa..shirleen.. skye.. azlan.. kampong and vonnie (:

hugs--li me i

_big grin. huge grin. jumbo grin. =D

2005-03-23T15:33:00.000+08:00

hehe. after so long. haven been blogging. piaseh arhz. have been rotting at home these days. was stuck at home all this while. din go out. no fresh air. how jialiat can it be? haha. nuthin eventful happened at home. nothing to highlight. under special hintings, juz drop by bah- been some time since i last saw the huas. afew days. haha. i nid fresh air. nid sunlight. nid exercise. haha. =D

so cant wait for exams to be over. bleahzz- not like i've been mugging madly lar. =D have been taking on mel's footsteps.. tv-ing. ha ha. but not ch 55 though. hehe.

=D

2005-03-23T14:48:00.000+08:00

don you realise that SOMEONE hasnt been blogging here for quite sometime? *HINTS*

just got home. made a quick trip down to school to help my sis with her appealing into ngeeann. quite shocking to know that all courses have been filled. no vacancy at all. unlike last yr where there was hundreds of spaces left. and most cut off points have been lowered by at least 2-3 points. scary. submitted the appeal form and we decided to take a cab home. since there were 4 of us including her friends. i think i'm developing a habit of taking cabs too oftenly. just like what xiaohua says. oh nooo. hahaha.

okay time to find something for lunch. then do past yr exam papers before going to nap again. and may that SOMEONE who hasnt been blogging for sometime please BLOG? *HINTS*HINTS* =P

2005-03-22T17:51:00.000+08:00

BCA today was fine.
didnt manage to finish though. kinda fustrating.. esp when i have figure out how to go the stupid queries! argh!!!!! guess the whole part on queries is gone. wth. sigh. then went for lunch rai minghui and meiying.. haha... lazy to walk so we settled with canteen1.. hmm.. yummy chicken rice! haha.. the canteen was kinda quiet today. GREAT. haha.. *actually i forgot this week is study break la.. so was wondering why is the school so dead.. hehe* slack awhile. catch up abit with the babes... and rai had to go.. cause her sis JAE. so... ya.. understood-ed. minghui..hmm.... going to her fren's hse to slack. haha.

so mac and limei drag ourselves all the way from canteen to atrium.. she wants to renew her book wheras me!!! waiting fro meli and sis... JAE as i mentioned. haha. *that stupid ger called me when i was having test and.. though i left my phone in my bag..somehow i could hear the vibration.. haha.. wonder did the person behind me heard it not?* and i waited damn damn damn LONG for them ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn to some miscommunication in bet.. i tot they were arriving but i was wrong. sobs. haha.

and finally.. when they are here.. we realised JAE is tmr! haha..so dilly dally here and there... we went to SIM to EAT.. didnt i mentioned i ate jus now... HAHAHHAH.. yes YES.. eat again. i m going to become a real pig =D oh no. oh my god. oh man. oh goodness. oh dear. hahahaha.

gtg... good luck to elena.. hope to see ya in NGEE ANN. yeah. NGEE ANN(:

im here!!! (:

2005-03-21T14:22:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey.. it's ME! XIAO HUA!! haha..
wonder when was the last time i actually blog.... haha.. sorry flowers.. i know u guys miss me. hehe.
i had a hard time logging into blogger... haha.. forgot my username.. hehe.. see.. it's that long since i last log in....haha...
really bored now.... and didnt feel like studying at all... that explains why im blogging at such weird hours. haha. hmmm.. realised.. friends around me are all mugging damn hard.. sigh.. but i just merely float past the WHOLE DAMN week! shit!! *full of regrets* sobs.
just cant get myself settled down to study.. not even a seconds man! this is bad. sigh.
BCA hands on tmr. die man... haha... i have totally no idea about that access man.. and melissa make it sound so damn easy.. hahahhahaha.. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wells.. meli always has a way with IT.... yuck! she should go BIT la. hahahhaha...

hmm... let me summarized wad i did the past weeks... hmm... i think i guess.... i confirmed... is all about... SLEEPING.. EATING AND TV-ING.. haha.. aiyo.... nothin interesting.. boring. haha.

ALRIGHT!!....................................................... (:
i have decided to mug damn hard after this entry. hehehehehehe.. hope so ! hahahhhahahhhahahhaha.....

best luck to all having exams!(:

should blog again when i feel like it. haha. BUT! i hope u guys wont see me here before mext week............................. CAUSE.. remember im suppose to be studying. hehe... (:

im here!

2005-03-13T17:31:00.000+08:00

shir: no we are not inactive! i blogged that day but blogger swallowed my entry so i was to lazy to rewrite. =D and yes. u and limei better blog soon. hahaha

i still don get enough sleep. ugh. anyway did yanzi's wo bu ai again today and yes this song is just plain hard. made minus one music for teenage idol audition. and yes the audition is only 3 days away. ugh.

exams coming. which means holidays are coming too. =D think far. haa. good luck everyone!

its me again!

2005-03-10T20:54:00.004+08:00

hey flowers. don't mia! blog blog blog! haha. =P

stats test tmr. can't afford to fail this test again. if not i think thea will be chasing me by my heels again. =P jialat man. the qns seem so easy but when i'll end up forgetting everything when the qns are placed infront of me. ugh.

anyway, shir. DUI not today? limei. will tell you what happen when we see ya soon! keep in mind its something interesting! =D

just woke up from my nap. for some reason my phone kept ringing today. msges keep coming in. irritating. ended up i ignored all msges. so please don mind me if i din reply you. =P

oolalala~ teenage idol audition approaching. i'm excited! =P

before i forget, viriya flag

misplacedmymind

2005-03-07T02:25:00.000+08:00

oh my. this is scary. that tag. by erhua in the tagboard. i dun think its me leh!!! it's not me!! i dun remember at all!! is it me!?!?! i can't possibly left my mind elsewhere. oh my. wat's wrong with me!! it's not me mah... who is that erhua?!?!?!?

prays.

2005-03-05T22:59:00.000+08:00

[edit] i've just realised that linluan knows this guy too and she's been to the hospital to visit him. she said he bloated up twice his size and yeah its scary. anyway. pray hard everyone. =)[/edit]

been a little distracted ever since choowei told me about this guy who's struggling for his life a few days back. it was only yest that i realised how small the world as this guy happened to be erny's friend too. and it was yest when choowei told me he was brain dead. i read through his friends blogs and i admit that im affected by what happened too. i kept him in my prayers yest night and i actually was overjoyed when i saw his friend's blog saying he's recovering well. and not brain dead anymore. i will continue to keep him in my prayers. =D

on a lighter note. i cut my hair! shir says i look more like choowei now. haa. nevermind its a good thing to look like my mum. =D signed up for bobbi brown's makeup workshop too. yippee. haha.

just realised today that my trip to nagoya is a free and easy one. everything planned by ourselves. looked for hotels thru the internet and booked one. doesnt look really good and the rooms are small, [well, since when japan has big hotel rooms?], but there's a convention in nagoya during that dates so we have no choice. and yes my parents won't be going. only me and my sis. and yeap first time we are experiencing spring. =D can't wait. don't worry yeting! i'll go on ur beloved la bi hunt for you. haa. =P

昨天.... by fish..

2005-03-03T01:08:00.000+08:00

假装你不曾亲吻他的脸假装你不曾靠他的肩假装你不曾赞美他的眼假装你不曾记得他鼻子的弧线虽然你现在躺在我身边虽然你现在只对我想念虽然你现在说爱我不变但为何你只抽他习惯的香烟我可以占有你眼睛全部的视线在亮了灯的房间你得心有一部份我却看不见我已经占有你生命全部时间却在意那些你从来不说我从来不问你的昨天 ......

just to say.

2005-03-02T22:02:00.000+08:00

haiya was feeling super duper bored and i still am. supposed to chiong my micro cause test 2 is tmr but im still slacking in front of my laptop. but i will go soon cause i know super clearly what would be the consequences if im not gonna study. =D

nothing much to say actually. really cant wait to get over and done with this horrid sem. with horrid and pathetic tutors and yeah at least i got a great advisor. but wells. please holidays come soon.

why do i like to take upon responsibilities on myself? why do i push myself to meet deadlines when no one else cares? why do i end up doing everything myself? why can't i sit back and relax while i see others doing the job? why do i try to take care of everything and keeps in mind that the ending must be a success? why do i actually try so hard when i get nothing in return? why am i such an idiot? i'm tired of being a perfectionist. i'm tired of trying to do everything myself.

2005-03-01T19:02:00.000+08:00

i'm here. once agn. gone like the wind. OCOM. CIP coming tml. hope everything goes on fine. and xiaohua. i juz came to know that the job at mq's dad's place, is this sunday. so, up to us to decide. mq or 4b1. haha. anyway, today's journey home from sch was boring without my wife. my beloved wife is resting happily in my crampler bag. so bored. where's my huas! haha. nvm. i found another hua. kampong lee.

_prays_ for cip proj. _prays_ for ocom test and proj. _prays_ for limei's toe. lolz- _prays_ for world peace. ha ha.

here am i.

2005-02-28T22:10:00.000+08:00

havent blogged here for some time. right? i think. hahaha. anyway cip down and one more presentation to go! i'll be free on wed after ocom presentation. freed from all projects till the next term. but there's micro test 2 on thurs and that is shit. -.-

anyway sis got back her o level results. 20 for L1R5 and 17 for L1R2B2. okay la. haha. at least she made it to accountancy. =D so look forward to seeing her in bAoc. =D

oh yes yes yes. holidays coming! means overseas trips for me! yippeee ya ya yiippeee ya! haha don be jealous of me! =P okay la enough of blogging. time to do publisher. yuck.

retribution.. haha..

2005-02-28T13:04:00.000+08:00

well.. peepz out there.. better believe in retribution.. haha.. my toe look so sick.. yuck..kinda disgusting now. it's like melissa's toe.. months ago.. bleah.. blame myself for laughing at her the other time.. now it's my turn. how great! ang.. it's painful liew..

still slacking at home..... gonna go shower after this entry.. POA in the morning happens to be elearning. yeah! haha.. that explains why im blogging at this weird hour. hmm.. was studying econs jus now.. and oh gosh.. haha.. kinda confusing man. started this morning..ops. die man. anyway... let god decide lar.. like wad rai-nee say.. cannot fight fate. lol. still got ambassador duty before the test.. oh man.. limei how hardworking eh.. like real.. sian! still mus wear shoe.. gosh.. my poor little toe! sobs..

looking forward to this coming sunday! hehe. right shir shir.. CANT WAIT(: it has been a long time since i met up with the rest.. haha. gonna hav a game of ball with my sec school mates.. exciting.. im excited.. haha..
hope it doesnt rain. bo0!! (:

oh man....

2005-02-26T15:40:00.000+08:00

oh man! i accidentally deleted the whole template. or rather. my motive was good. i wanted to change the blog pic. and delete some unwanted search links in the template. under the title. there was this veryyyyy veryyyyyyy long code. so i highlighted it and delete! not knowing i highlighted like 3/4 of the template. =S thanx mel for helping me out man. hahaha. feeell soo bad. thanx babe~ thanx limoi for ya support. loL~ she was present too. wondering wat happened to the blog. ha ha. =D anyway. it's back!!! ha ha ha.

2005-02-24T13:55:00.000+08:00

captain ball match yesterday was fun.. quite alright. out of the three match at least we didnt lost any.. hmm..tt's good. and meli was like saying.. wow.. at least we won something.. finally. lol. kinda true la. goona have another match with the zee on sat.. before deciding if we are in the finals...whoooo.... it's not gonna be easy i guess. all the best peepz(:

today school was kinda slack.. haha. went for POA lecture and tt's it. no more. rai-nee minghui meiying didnt wan to go for bmgt.. so.. sigh.. i follow suit ya. ops. went for lunch at canteen 1.. and during the lunch conversation.. haha... minghui was toking about viewing the sydney torch from the plane.. and again meiying.. made a joke. haha. she couldnt understand wad minghui was trying to say about the sydney torch burning with fire.. esp when u viewed it when u are on the plane.. the view is awesome. but meiying jus don understand so she started asking wad is it.. is it a this? is it that?.. until the mOMENT.. when she blurted out.. is it.. FOREST FIRE!!!! we were like wth.. and rai burst out laughing until she couldnt catch her breath... we were laughing SOOOOO00ooooo louding.. hahahhahahahaahahhahahhah... i really don understand.. how the hell can she link sydney torch with forest fire. oh man! and yes peepz.. im not kidding.. not dreaming.. she really said FOREST FIRE. for my goodness sake. hahahah. oh my dear meiying.. she always cheer us up isnt it. how great(: haha.

went to meet officer audrey later in corp comm.. for briefing.. i mus say.. audrey is real nice and friendly..(: the briefing was short and sweet.. and it was a nice experience. realised that i got lots of duites once the o' level result is release. oh man.. tons of work waiting for me man. grrr.. haha. sian.. depression! haha..

alright.. tmr POA test. oh god. save me. i hate POA. argh........ gotta mug.. but think i will take a nap first. hehe (:

announcing arrival of erhuaaaaaa

2005-02-22T22:15:00.000+08:00

ok! i'm finally back! the big er hua. hehe. these days din update here coz have been quite bz with projs. super lazy to update. one presentation down. OB. and it really sucked. but watever larhz. tutor not in very good mood oso. bleah. now down with three more projs. everything's gonna be done up by nxt wk. ocom and cip on tue. this fri LMS. everything done! i'm free nxt wk! yes! =D

anyway, tml.. gonna have captain ball game. and there seemed to be some probs. hope everything is fine in the end. bleah. so troublesome to get involved in events. =S and i'm gonna be competing against my class, gab class and kailing's grp. well done.

so sick to go sch. proj proj proj. tests this thurs. nxt thur. crap. exams coming. 24,28,31,01. marvellous. my nephew coming! hehe.

2005-02-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

was trying to do some work.. but jus couldnt concentrate.. sigh.. my mind was floating somewhere.. realised tests and exams are all approching.. and i seems to be in holiday mood again.. i feel really slack this sem.. don feel in sch. BAD! somehow.. there's lot of distraction arnd me.. and nuthin seems to be able to pull me back on the right track. i really need to study hard.. so if u guys see me playing arnd.. acting monkey again.. plz slap me awake. thanks.

melissa is deciding bet idare or FOC... i hav yet to ask her.. but.. somehow.. i hope she is there with us for FOC. but at the same time.. i know she wans the experience at idare.. and definalty i would support her. wadever her decision... i will support u, meli(:

was jus wondering.. whether a student with good grades but no life is better or a student with active ccas but suck in studies. which seems more attractive... i guess.. it would be one with excellent grades and active life??? that would be a perfect combination.

god... i need strength for e day. rest for e labour. light for e way. grace for the trials. Help from above. unfalling sympathy. undying love.

=D

2005-02-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

i realise shirleen sng mei xian aka shirleen sng li hui haven't been blogging. wadahell u've been doing erhua! hahahaha though i know you've been slacking at home. =D

anyway, i wonder how big a part of my life would be missing if one day i really stop learning singing at music clinic. i seriously think that day is approaching. my mum's gonna stop my singing soon. BUT i told her if i would stop singing one day, i want to take up another skill. which is dancing or playing the electone. i sure hope my dad lets me get my way. i no longer am disappointed about failing the audition. guess i am more disappointed than anything in failing to make peter proud. ugh.

making a decision sure is hard. iDare or FOC? i know u 2 are feeling almost the same way as me. but definitely what u 2 are thinking is different. its a whole different matter somehow. cause i've never experienced FOC and have no feelings for it at all. but seriously i wanted a part of FOC till iDare came up. it clashed like no one's business and tadah! time for melissa to make a huge decision herself. but well. it seems like i'm making up my mind. cause the fun and experience i know i'll get from iDare has been practically on my mind, like always. but well, if i really go for iDare, i wonder if i'll actually quit FOC. ugh whatever. =D

=D

2005-02-19T00:48:00.000+08:00

hey people. i guess i din get in the audition. sorry for disappointing each and everyone of you. gotta think of some excuse to bluff peter this sunday. but don worry about me! it isn't the first time i'm failing an audition. i've learnt to take it in my stride. i guess failing the choir audition for lwssom made me a really stronger person in my life in singing. =)

so please stop trying to take the blame that i din get in. SHIRLEEN SNG. it's not your fault that you forgot to burn my minus one music. its okay lar. though i've just realised my mistake. i always fail auditions when i don have music backing me up. BUT ITS NOT UR BUSINESS LA. even if u burn the cd i wouldnt have the plus one version. so it doesn't make a difference so you need not be guilty. =D and miss yeting. guilty what la you. not your fault also. please la you all. hahahaa.

i'm really fine. though yeah disappointed. BUT it doesn't dampen my love for singing at all. i'll continue practicing hard for upcoming teenage idol. and yes im going to try to ask my dad if i can learn the electone. then i can sing and play together! so don worry about me. dahua's a really strong and optimistic person! worry only when i break down one day. =D

thanks so much for all ya support! love ya all. =)

rise above it

2005-02-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

manners will guide u thru the bad times.. manners arent sold in stories. they are free to one and all. your actions should make those around u feel comfortable and at ease.
treat people as u would like to be treated. how do u feel when someone is unkind to u? upset? sad? hurt? no one likes to be teased, lied to, gossiped about or picked on. suppose aomeone make a rude remark on u.. your first thought is to hurl an equally bad comment right back. that's wrong. never lower urself to their level. rise above it.

quoted"be the best u can be" the robin thompson charm school

limei(:

rotting~~~~

2005-02-16T13:32:00.000+08:00

whooo.... so boring.. im bored! rotting here outside lt38.. waiting for lecture... i got like 3 hrs break... can u imagine.. cause i skip bmgt lecture... but now gotta turn up for BCA lecture.. the lecturer is my tutor.. oh gosh. how boring can it get..... today is jus a BCA day... BORING! after lecture there's BCA workshop! in the moring.. BCA tutorial.. im dying!! yuck man. boringgggggggggggggg.. *

melissa tan and shirleen sng sleeping at home right now.*jealous* haha.
anyway... this sat.. hmm.... there's thinking day celebration at indoor... wonder if the other seniors gg not.. shall see first.. see mood.. haha.. and haven ask ms koo about it yet.. haha...

i wan to play basketball... don mind badminton as well... squashing would be nice too.. and how can i miss out swimming..but it has been so long since i move my body and sweat. haha.. time to burn some fats off.. hee=p

i hate the weather.. it's like burning.. so damn HOT... wth. sometimes it pisses me off man. make me so.. drowsy and PMS-ing. haha.. have been getting headache recently and taking panadol like it's a vitamins pills. haha.. BAD... bad... but cant be helped.

im like so bored until im crapping here... haha.. bear with me laaarrr.. when was the last time u had a 3 hrs break.. haha... argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and oh ya.. realised the jeans that im wearing is not nice at all.. time for a change.. hehehehe...=p(rai and minghui should understand i guess... hehe)

alright time to return meiying her lappy.. she is like rotting as well.. since im using her laptop. hahha.... BORING............(:

2005-02-15T00:30:00.000+08:00

happy valentine!! (:
heeeeeeheeeee.... ended school early today.. cause there's no wcom lecture.. but i meeting the rest after 2.. so i decided to sit in melissa class.. haha..she's having CIP.. woho~ the tutor soooo poor thing.. i guess the whole class there but nobody is listening to him..he is jus too kind. haha.then after class went to meet them.. haha.. they were chilling in canteen 1 haha..wad a place?-.- hmm... but skye didnt join us.. he got a date (: so i went with azlan min quan melissa shirleen to holland v.. hmm.. wanted to eat dinner but it was too early... so we went NYDc.. to chill.. haha.. shir got herself a mudpie(Rai's FAV) hehe.. melissa.. wanted a soup and a lemon shiver.. azlan and minquan got themselves elephanchino and me.. hmm.. couldnt find anything that suits my tastebuds for a second. so i decided to jus go with ice water. haha.. and when the waiter served azlan his elephanchino.. he was stunned for 5 second.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahah.. that azlan didnt expect it tooooo be this big lar. haha.

after which we went to breko to chill.. haha.. and our conclusion.. NYDC is not a good place to chill..haha.. breko is still a better choice. haha. yeah.. went to eat potato... yummy!!! haha. melissa went mad at breko as well.. haha.. she was jus tooooo high! keep toking rubbish and seducing me! LOL. SCARY* haha. was gettting bored there.. and min quan couldnt tolerate that song... breko cafe was playing.. so we decided to get out of that place.. haha. went to the shop party with us.. hmm..... we were jus looking arnd..for werid nice stuff.. but the next min we find the guys gone... so we went down to look for them.. and to our surpirse they actually brought ur roses!! oh man.. that's sooooOOOO000 sweet of them! i love the rose! (: thanks soooo much azlan and min quan! hugs!

was getting late and we got no place to go... couldnt decide so.. we decide to go town.. haha.. in the end on the bus meli suggested.. one fullerton so.. we drop at faber hse and walk to heeren to change bus on the way.. went to buy chocolates for the guys(: and also to use the toilets. hehe.
went to bakerzin.. woho... all reserved and packed! sigh.. and the guys were hungry.. do we decide to go to.. habour front.. which shir keep mentioning..as PEARL HABOUR and in the end influenced me!! hahah...

guess we tired the guys out.. by touring one quarter of singapore.. hahaha.. so sorry. but thanks so much for the flowers! *give u a big big big hug* LOL lol. =p

woooooooohooooooo.. really tired now. haha.. time for bed.. yeah! (: nitez

bad day.

2005-02-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

this has to be my worse day ever. i touch laptop my laptop crash. i watch tv the bloody scv box burnt off. no more tv left. i gamble gamble all my money away. like santa claus. i touch my cousin handphone auto switch off. no more batt. tadah! touch the plant also leaves drop. dumb. anyway. 45mins more to go only la.

got my audition date already. good its on the 17th. gives me time to go music clinic one more time. lets hope ocom test remains at 3pm. if not i'll have problem again cause the audition is at 530pm. yeah. good luck to me. i want to make peter and my parents proud of me. i want my dream to come true. =D

AH.

2005-02-13T15:51:00.000+08:00

my laptop's dead. takes 15mins to open microsoft word. YEAH. pro huh. tmd lar. no need to do cip elearning le. luckily deadline's 20th. if not jialat. but well. i want my laptop! luckily this desktop's been reformatted and can be used. if not. good luck to me.

haiya today's not my day. i wanted to make minus one music but tadah everything had to go against me. i couldnt even find the hole to plug in the line in line out cable. tmd. and laptop had to crash when i was trying to find a program that could help me with the modifying of pitch. all i can do now is hope that my laptop will be well soon. or if not i have to pray that the talentquest audition place has the machine to change key. if not. good luck to me again.

anyway. i slept at 9pm yest. so damn tired. erhua and xiaohua i knew u 2 missed me kajiao-ing. too quiet for u guys without me right. hahaha. xiaohua. i hope you are fine. and i understand your small fonts in the previous blog. haiyo don think too much of the memories. =)

2005-02-12T23:48:00.000+08:00

i enjoyed myself today!!!
haha. went meli's hse to bai nian today... i was a little late in meeting the gang today.. haha. we took 188... and i wonder why her condo guard is super hardworking today.. unlike usual.. haha.. so meli came to fetch us in.. so that the guard will shut up. was waiting for everyone to arrive before we start eating soooo we called erny they all.. but they wasn't on their way so we started first... after tt play mahjong.. haha..and linluan kaili vivian all left early.. was getting bored..and i kept eating haha. yummy...the chicken. hehe. play mahjong all the way...and deciding where to go..wanted to go pp hse bai nian one... but... in the end.. we didnt.
oh ya... so sorry yeting erny perry ben... hmm.... cause u guys were kinda late.. and we were jus about to go off... next time perhaps.. we go meli hse agn(:

in the end.. the gang without azlan and melissa(mel.. sleeping at home) went great world... or kim seng there i should say.. to play pool and bowl!!! it was fun i guess.. i mean i enjoyed myself.. hehe.. it jus a feeling of familiarity... and i really love that feeling. it has been a long long time since i go out with the gang u see.. i miss them..seriously.
i cherish and i adore everyone of them.. haha. though at times.. im toooo frank and er.... fierce.. haha. don mind me. (oh ya. remember today at mel hse.. i said : let's go home: haha.. i think i scare u guys.. hehe. i said tt was jus because to get all of u out of the hse.. cause melissa is really tired and she wants to slp ma. so we should jus plan ourselves. and let her slp. this way.. mq and sk.. will hav idea where to go right.. cause limei is ANGRY. hahaha.. actually im NOT. lol. sorry if i scare u guys! tactic ar. (: lalalalala)
whooooo~~~~~~ next time mus go out with the gang again... haha(:

i miss...i miss... i miss all the late night chat over the phone... i miss studying chem together... i miss flying kite.. i miss walking arnd aimlessly.. i miss all the sweet talk as if i m a 3 yr old....

You Are Pissing Me Off! mind you~

2005-02-10T23:01:00.000+08:00

wth!! im sooo pissed!!! it'S CNY and i wonder whose great ideas was it..?>>>>> the NP TUTORS?? OR who???!!! to give sooooOOOOO00000 MANY e-learning! all due tmr! does they know that it's NEW YEAR! who bothers spending time on their work man! but again.... u cannot don do. i mean... it is aferall.... MARKS u are earning!! curse all freaking... idiotic.. stupid.. dumbcane.. brainless.. tutor!!! ARGHHHhhhhhhhhHHHH.........
Ohmygod! =/

2005-02-06T22:52:00.000+08:00

went back clementi town yesterday.... hmm... it feels really great to see the girls again.. and also LIYI! (: it seems that the preparation for campfire seems gg well.. and the various IC ar confident that they can finish everything on time.. so we the seniors should jus let go of our hands and.. invest out 101% of confidence in them. <>
hmm.... well.. it was a little drama mama on sat... one of my junior breakdown.. and cried.. well.. our intention there was not to scold or wadsoever.. and definetly not to see anyone in tears... in fact.. we wan everyone to be happy.. so gers.. be strong always.
in actual facts.. not only me.. but my batch of leaders.. we always tell the gers... no matter wad.. don cry. be strong.. and endure all hardships.. but it seems that they are a weaker batch in their determination. guess we should seriously tok to them.. and..find out wad is gg thru in their mind.. i miss guiding

went town... to get clothes for vonnie.. hmm... alright.. she bought 1 tops and 1 mini skirt.. hehe... was really tired after shppping.... and oh ya.... met kokyi give him his bday gift.. haha... kokyi. got fat wrist.. hehe..

well...... i miss guiding~

=D

2005-02-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

HI FLOWERS! happy today la so im high! don mind me! =D

anyway i've decided. NOT to change my phone. hahaha kind of stupid lar but well i cant bear to give up my phone now so i decided to give up the offer. though that samsung 630C is really pretty and everything. =D

now. i need u 2 to help me man. when u come to my house to bai nian or smth. remind me to sing u the cai chun jia - ri chu and yanzi - yu jian ok. i know u 2 heard my yu jian alot of times but hear it again! help me choose wad song to sing man. so i can make my minus one music. =D

2005-02-05T22:32:00.000+08:00

wat a bad day. crappy. although no more ct. but seems like i dun really enjoy myself that much. weird. not that the flowers din entertain me larhz. its. dunoe. juz dun feel that high. and. i hate this email i juz recieved. is utter crap. unbelieveable. i juz have got to endure on. for one fishing sem. i've endured. now another one. unbelieveable. juz hate it. dumb. hope everything goes on fine and hope it's a gd yr this yr- :)

hip hip hooray!!

2005-02-04T01:57:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah..im soooooooo excited! haha.. gg shopping tmr.. the day after.. and i went today as well.. with rai minghui meiying.. lol.. shiok ar!
BCA is over. stupid paper.. i don know how to do.. blanks every where! dumb-cane! but so glad it is over.. it's history.. so no point pondering over it.. so i hav decided to look forward and that is..............................................(some drum beat plzZzzz) my shopping trip tmr! haha.. but actually.. im more excited over the trip on sat cause..we are choosing clothes for our dearest Vonnie! and "we" refers to da er xiao HUAs.. oh oh oh oh im SOOOO00000OOOOO excited.. it's soo exciting. hahahahahahahah.. lalalalalalalala..
alright enough of excitments..haha

whoo...im going back to clementi town on sat morning.. hmm.. campfire is coming and i heard from meli.. that the girls are dying.. things are not looking good.. and.. they will most probably get silver this year round(we got gold for i think 3-4 yrs).. so i hope we continue with our achievements as well.. therefore.. me and meli.. will be gg down this weekend to help them out.. or i should say ask if they nid help.. well.. actually.. i don know if they will accept our help not.. becos.. wells....... i don know how to explain.. but as a senior.... no matter wad! i wan them to go well.... and continue the guiding spirit. be happy in guiding but it seems like they are really stressed over it.. and knowing that they might not get gold this yr.... wow .. my heart ache ar!

sigh.. when our junior are not performing.. i dare to say it is actually the seniors' fault (that is my fault)...for not coaching them properly.. therefore..!! i hav make up my mind.. to help them! yes! right melissa!! we are on the same boat! yeah!! (back in the past.. meli and i.. were the best partners in guides..lol.. and we are... even till now!!) muacks! =p hehe..

don worry gers.. da xiao HUAs on the way! although i know my dear girls will never read this.. but i really hope.. they open up to us and.. the campfire will be a success!! yeah.. fireworks! go on gers!! jia you! (:

last but not least...(wow.. i like writting essay for history paper..lol)
i received a surprise from my 2 HUAs today! thanks huaS.. love you all!........muacks! wanted to call u guys when i got the card but... i was thinking.. why not post it on blog... and by the time u update yourself with our blog... it would probably be a surprise for u as well.. knowing that.. limei has actually received the card (: hehe... and nice card.. sexy flowers! i like..
and oh ya.. i wan to ask u guys something.. haha.. the different 'handwrittings' for my add and meli one. is there a reason behind it?? haha.. im damn lame... when i saw the 2 diff handwritting.. i was thinking bout something.. hahha.. wanna know... can ask me ar! lalalalalalal... alright.. gotta go... bye!!!!
(: hugs

2005-02-04T01:46:00.000+08:00

haha. alrightz xiao hua. i was juz wondering if you've recieved the nice and pretttty card. hahaha. well. the handwritings. there's no meaning. lolz. u shld be able to telll who wrote wad larhz. =D i noe u love the card. the card nice ritez. floweryyyyy. =D =D

[one last day. wohoz. update again soon. =D _cheerss_ sooo can't wait. ]

one more!

2005-02-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

ok my turn here. =D

one more paper to go! and just like wad limei said! hers is bca but mine is the worse super duper yucky bloody CIP! shucks la. HOW TO STUDY u tell me. hah.

anyway. bstats was alright. micro i hope its alright. please. hope so lar. cant wait for friday! im going to play all i can man! right flowers? haha. seems like this is the most stressed up sem i have so far. weird.

anyway cai limei. are you okay not? whats wrong with ur post? and yeah i must admit im going to miss all those going for IAP! though i really she bu de. but wells. 6 months will pass in a flash! =D

out of place

2005-02-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

out of the story. out of place. that's how it is. cant be helped. not feeling good. but be more sensitive. it really helps. but gods has its plans. everything happens for a reason. jus forget it. u and i know. or is it jus me. i hope not. like i said. jus forget it.

(:

2005-02-02T20:04:00.000+08:00

BOOoo000000~~~~ left with only the super duper yucky BCA paper! can wait to get it over and done with. and the thing is i haven touch my book at all.. at all.. AT ALL. and look at the time now.. hmm.... good luck to me! haha.. cant be helped.. i hate all the computer modules.. they jus don fit well into me! haha. well at least something to be happy about.. tmr is my last paper... yeah! haha.. last paper.. LAST PAPER... after that it will be shoPping and SHOpping and more Sh0PPing.. PLAying and playing and MORE playing.. haha..
but knock knock *** WAKE UP LAR.. limei..*** it's only common test 1.. u think wad.. final paper meh.. haha.. still gotta to mug.. well.. wad a sad truth.

was kinda bitching arnd with minghui rai .. and poor meiying was trying to find out wad's going on? lol. whoooo0000OOOO~~ i mus say...haha.. it'a always nice to discover the secerts behind every wall.. and it jus happened to be.. we always got the same thoughts and ideas.. haha.. how great!!!! =D

alright.. should motivate myself to study now... sigh... a think later a bit lar.. haha.. tv time now.. wahaha... and to my dearest melissa.. take care and get well soon...!!!! shir don miss me too much.. i know u very long nv see me le.. (: and to erny-yeting-ben-perry-jain ming- and all those having 5 papers this time round.. jia you.. like wad i told erny.. 2 is better then 3.. (2 more papers to go is better then having 3) hehe... so... all the best.!.!.!.!

(:

Compare Apples with Apples and not Apples with Pears... (:

2005-01-30T21:50:00.000+08:00

i was jus reading my fren's blog.. and she mentioned my history teacher... when i was sec4.. oh... she always says... COMPARE apples with apples AND not apples with pears..
tt's wad she says... esp when she is teaching us.. source based.. haha.. oh.. how much i miss her..

WHooooo000000ooooooo... tmr POA test 1.. DIE man.. melissa.... like wad i told u.. my affinity with numbers is like how bad.. u should know.. im gg to die.. Im sooo000000OOOOOO scared!!! :(

anyway... best of luck to all having their test.. (:

2005-01-29T23:31:00.000+08:00

okiez. under dahua's special request. i shall blog agn. =D

i've been studying at home. ha. or shld i say dunno wat i'm doing at home. hee. unbelieveable. time really fly quite quickly at home. have been napping and studying. went to sch the other day to study with the huas. we were laming our day away. but we did study ok. can't wait for the papers to end. can't wait for cny to arrive. but dread the four projs lined up for me. bleahz. update agn. soon. =D

anyway. good luck to everyone who's studying for the CT. especially.... ernie, ben, tingting, choowei, perry, dahua, erhua, xiaohua, the gang, etc. =D

please save me.

2005-01-29T23:17:00.000+08:00

the year's beginning to start off with the MOST HORRIBLE start ever. or i have a hunch that this year's NOT gonna be my year. WTF. don try to console me. i need a place to rant.

lets count how many times i visited the doctor in the past one month. 4 TIMES. great. and its gonna be 5 soon. i need a doctor, RIGHT AWAY. i'm going to the clinic on monday. i seriously need help and i shall stop being stubborn.

wad happened? it's the worst thing that can happen to a person who loves singing. on the surface it appears that my voice has came back and recovered. but well all along i know myself that i can only talk. my voice is not well at all. i CANNOT, practically cannot singing "jia yin", if you understand, its fake voice in direct translation. its the head voice la actually, those really airy voice. and i cannot hit high notes. cannot stretch my voice. and the voice that comes out from my mouth sucks big time! can you imagine how pissed was i when i was actually practicing!? i sounded like a frog croaking! i got so tmd pissed that i stopped the karaoke and just stoned there with anger rushing all the way up to my head.

i complained to my dad. ah but wad can he do? only to ask me to go to the doctor soon. seriously im really afraid okay. the talentquest is in 3 pathetic short weeks. and there's so many things happening in this 3 weeks. where the hell am i going to find the time to rest my voice take care of it to prepare for the auditions? i can't even practice or choose a song i want to sing now! this is the worst thing that can be happening to a singer. PLEASE SAVE ME.

i hope this is gonna be the worst thing that can ever happen. no more please. please don let me lose my voice again. i cannot imagine wad will happen if i lose it again. i'll irritate the hell out of myself. i've never felt such lost before. God, please help me.

owells. i feel like singing yanzi's old songs like "ai qing zhen shu", "huai tian qi", "kai shi dong le" for the auditions. shall see what peter has to say tmr. he better not laugh at my voice. i'll KILL him if he does.

=)

2005-01-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

i was reading the papers, when i came across something that said, "laptop heat will affect your fertility." hahahh. and the article wasn't in the papers so i couldn't get more info. so wells. knowing this piece of info is enough.

yeaps. mum flying with shifu and the vice president of viriya with a team of 20 volunteers to sri lanka to help out for the tsunami victims. speaking of viriya, yeah the vice president, jenny, been asking me to help out with the tax receipts and yes yes i got the message i'll go once the common tests are over. actually i finished my job a long time ago, just that the printer was down so i wasn't able to print the letters and send them out. yeah. and yes. i realised i haven't sell finish the viriya whispering hearts lucky draw tickets! help me to buy! haha.

time for some study. good luck my fellow huas. and yeah everyone else too!

ultimate (:

2005-01-26T01:03:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah.. went town today with the other 2 flowers. haha.. before.. we set off..hehe.. we went to our favourite you mee stall.. haha... hmmm.. yummy... i love you mee man!! then we headed to town.. went heeren.. mambo... melissa.. tried on her shirt.. well..it seems fine.. but we try to be funny and wanted a bigger size so we went to isetan to find as well... and.. in the end.. we settled with the fitting size one.. haha..
the highlights for today.. haha.. we went to eat waffle with ice cream!! oh man.. it was jus soooooooooo yummy!! we cannot resist.. haha.. one more two more and more and more and more.. hehe. we also tried the fried chicken from tawian too.. not bad.. nice! haha.. wad a spread.... im easy contented rite.. HUAs.. hehe.
we spend half our day in esprit.. haha.. well.... melissa bought 2 tops.. shir bought 2 as well.. i bought too... nice!! a green top for me! yeah.........hooray.. lol... but the sad thing is.. my green top we nid to travel all the way from wisma to united square but nvm.. we still did. haha.. then we return to far east.. hmm.. went to walk arnd...wanting to find melissa a nice necklace to go with her black top.. and i bought a top from POA as well. hehe.... =D then... erny and ben came to find us.. and we went home together.. erny was on his way..meeting his fren.. well..ben.. ask him go with us he don wan.. ben ben si le in the end.. he waited very long for his bus to come.. haha.. poor fellow.. hmmm.. tt's bout all..... well.. nice shopping trip.. accompany by erny.. ultimate ringtone... that's makes everything... so ultimate.. a ultimate.. shopping trip.. hahhahah...
time to mug ar limei.. stop playing.. lol.. hahhahahhahahah (;

(:

2005-01-24T01:35:00.000+08:00

hey everyone...
im finally back in action.. was kinda busy with openhouse... projects and stuff. wasnt updating myself with my buddies life and kpo-ing blogs..
was kinda distracted in my routine life previously.. wasnt concentrating on my work.. i mean studies.. everyday holiday-ing. used to be very in control of my life.. even jon felt it.. he say.. i seems too busy with my CCa or i should say.. things not related with studies.
finally now!! i have sorted out my thinking... and knock some sense into myself.. and also bringing myself back to the right path(: everything is over.. openhouse.. amazing race.. net ball... everything! "i feel light" hehe =p
listening to FM now.. 9.33 and i heard the ngee ann ad.. oh man.. that's so funny.. hahahah=p
alright.. toking bout open house... haha.. the principal actually.. offically invited the ambassador over for a expensive dinner.. for working so hard for the openhouse.. thanks Mr Chia!! (: (btw our principal is call MR Chia alright) and openhouse was fine i guess.. sigh... i wasnt tt close to ambassador.. there's no "feeling" or.. i should say.. i m acting weird in ambassador.. maybe becos.. my dearest melissa and shirleen not there.. and.. jon too i guess.. got no friends.. haha.. sound kinda pathetic now. feel quite out of place over there..and im serious.. im a diff person over there..quiet and stuff.. this is bad. most importantly im not performing in there... kinda no point.. sigh..

hmm.... highlight of the week??>>>>> i got a sunflower from ernest!! thanks so much erny!! (: hahahahhahaha

and i went dinner with erny yeting ben juntong(my new fren) my dearest melissa and shirleen too.. was chilling out in holland.. had a great dinner at breko.. and the guys order drinks.. juntong drink until... he was drowsy.. haha.. ben.. face all RED. haha.. erny was fine...but blood shot eyes.. and i saw viv and all in clementi on my way home.. was real HAPPY.. wonder when was the last time i saw viv they all.. ages ago -.- and i heard bout some bad news today.. was really affected by it.. but.. jus wan to tell.. this fren of mine.. ( melissa's lurver) i will always be with you.. take care(: big hug from limei!!

whoo~~ i think it is a long entry haha.. but i got lots to say.. hehe..
was toking bout project.. and guess was.. the second day of openhouse.... after duties.. i went over to the school lib to complete the project.. we were all doing until the lib closes.. haha.. so me and minghui went over to jon's place to do.. and we do until 1 am~~~ my mama.. was complaining.. calling me like crazy haha.. but still.. glad we all finished it(: and tt day.. i was really cranky.. full of rubbish.. haha.. wad suaning jon like mad.. until he bth me also.. haha.. =p

wow wow... i stll got lots to say!!!! haha.. don chase me away... but alright.. alright.. lazy to type too.. hehe. yeah.. no school for the next week.. time to study!! and get ready for tests!!

im feeling great now!!! (: nitez everyone..

ahhhhh.

2005-01-23T11:16:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhh i need somewhere to grumble! whats up with that music clinic! i've been ringing them since last night till now and no one picks up the phone! and if i call them too late they'll complain and wan to charge me half of my school fees for that day! dumbo. -.-

anyway. i've grumbled enough. going out soon with my mum and sis again. and yeah grandma's birthday tonight. and before i go, thanks erny for the sunflower. thanks! i'll keep it even when it dies. =P

2005-01-23T01:17:00.000+08:00

we recieved 3 sunflowers from ernie! wohooOo0- so cute. the longest and thickest one for mel aka dahua. the thinest and 2nd longest for me aka erhua. and the shortest one for limei aka xiaohua. hahahhahaha. thanx ah ernieee- i was attracted by sunflowers when i bought them for ruilan and laychin for their birthdays intending to sabo them. =D

aquathlon[ah-gua-th-lon] was fine.. was kinda short and boring. din really have got the feeel of being involved in the race. and organisation isn't that good i believe. the race is really really short. 1.2km run. and 400m swim. too short. but whatever it is. have got free yellow shirt and free towel and free lunch and free water for helping. and got cca pts. ha ha.

waited for ernie n co till late to go for dinner. was hanging around BA block kajiaoing peeps. managed to pass time quite quickly. had dinner at breko along with da and xiaohua, yeting, ernie, ben n ah-tong.. rite? nice dinner there. liked the atmosphere. damn cozyyy- had carbonara. it's nice. =D had a few sips of drink. and headed home. tired mannn- dunno for wad.

2005-01-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

ngee ann open hse is on! only left sat. so sad. there's gonna be aquathlon on sat. i'm a helper along with dahua. hope.. it will be fun guarding the route. haha. went out with 2 guys and mel today aft sch. gonna be a public holiday tml! how nice! =D so nice to hang out with them. and..

Mel has got this special inner self in her which we discovered only today. we were guessing a riddle then. mel misread "Coffin" to "Condom".. so.. she is constantly thinking of that eh? hee.. =P mel ah mel...

xiaohua is bz doing projs recently. poor thing. but it's ok. it will be over soon xiao hua. i've got 4 projects to complete. how nice. i believe after new yr it will be super bz. hope everythin goes on fine then.

LET'S ALL GO BAI NIAN DURING NEW YR!! =D

=)

2005-01-19T20:20:00.000+08:00

wheeeet. my voice is slowly coming back! wait till it fully comes back and you guys will never wished that i lost it! hahah! im going to nag sing scream talk till you all scream for help! -grins- erny will enjoy it the best right! i know you will. anyway. ah i lost out in ocom! cause my grp was the facilitating group for the dry run, so i din get a practice. and i was supposed to get 3 sessions for my total average score after that, but since i couldnt talk today, thea excused me and yeahh my average score is only made out of 2 tts sessions! double bleah! -.-

openhouse is heree. kind of irritating to walk around school with everywhere so packed. nevermind its only for another 2 more days. aquathlon is on sat. lets hope that by then i would get my voice back. then i'll be able to cheer the runners on. yeaaah.

signed up for talentquest. bet this competition will once again bring me a whole new experience. with fun laughter exposure and adding on to my confidence on stage. if i do sing yu jian again, this song will become one of my most special and memorable song. cause i've sung it twice, once during viriya's outdoor performance, during lwssom graduation, and well. i guess i'll sing it again IF i do get into the talentquest finals. cause there's only one week for preparation. so wait till then! =D

today's my dad birthday! and yeah he's got a coffee haagen dazs cake, plus 5 boxes of icecream and 2 sandwiches, all from haagen dazs! wooot! delighted! luxury! haha. =P

oh yeah. my dearest xiaohua. please dont get tired out by your duties for the openhouse. i know you are really very tired already. take care okay!? will try to bring ya drinks whenever i can! =D erny and yeting. glad to see you 2 today. haha. somehow you 2 seem to brighten up my day whenever i see all of you. time for us to pamper u guys too! erhua. nothing much to say to you lar. see you everyday. hahaha. but glad you are there to company me! esp for the aquathlon on sat! -smirks-

2005-01-17T16:13:00.000+08:00

wotz! the amazing race is ova! it was fun! first time i tried out archery! have always wanted to try it out. although we went thru it for like.. 5 rounds. so.. in total. we shot.. 16 arrows per person. i believe is the most number of times any grp can get eh? ha. =D

it was so much fun hitching rides. although it can get quite frustrating at times. ha. din noe that singaporeans can be quite nice in that sense. but only certain singaporeans. for more information on our race. u can kindly log on into my blog and check it out. hahaha..

my teammates were woho woho~ nice~ great to be in this team. TEAM TWELVE! still proud of it. haha. da hua and xiao hua better take gd care of themselves. hope i wont get sick. and jianming ah. take gd care of ur blisters. haha. poooorrr thing~ haha. lurrveee ernie and yeting man- they two are woho- thanx for everything babes. =D thanx our ally for allying with us. er. not really ally afterall. hahaha. oh yah. suddenly tot of perry's shirt. ultra tight fit. perry gotta thank me man! haha. Amazing Race is WOHO!

2005-01-17T01:00:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah! it's me it's me..xiao hua--> limei! hehe (:
oh well... the amazing race is over.. had lots of fun with my teammates though we didnt get thru the second round. well.. i don wan to start cursing chinatown and malay village.. guess it's jus our luck that we didnt get thru.. but still.. CHINATOWN.. caused our lots of our timing.. it was SOOOOOOOoooooooooo crowded.. i swear.. even ants had no space to move. and.. i don understand wad's so nice.. sqeezing with so many people.. jus to watch.. the lightings or wadever crackers.. oh wells those aunties and uncles..lol..And i realised singapore isnt that small anyway.. haha -.- the first night when we were all sleeping.. my tights was hurting already.. from all the walking, chasing, running i guess.. haha. and i dare to say i know singapore better now! PresENtinG TO you.. UNIQUELY SINGAPORE! lol. haha. but still i enjoyed the game very much! Glad we all finished the game! and reach school safely in one piece...lol. i guess we are the last few teams to reach school...kinda diappointing but still cheerful... haha...cause we finished the game! And we "hitched many rides" it was real fun..hitching rides from strangers.. sinagporean are still helpful creatures i guess (: trying out on archery was great as well.. though... my teams went like 4 times before we can proceed to the next station... lol..practise makes perfect! =p and the part on getting strangers out on the street.... promoting uniquely singapore and to "caterpiller walk" with us was real funny.. haha.. and excuse me.. it was in orchard.. infront of ngee ann city that we are suppose to caterpiller walk.. lol. CUTE! (:
whoo~~~was it a long entry?? hahah.. okok.. shall stop here..
and... to my dearest dahua--> meli.... get well soon!! i miss ur voice.. all the "lihai" "sickening" all gone..lol..
special thanks to jian ming.. erhua-->shir..dahua-->melissa.... for being such nice team mates and u guys are really smart man.. to choose me in ur team! =p hehe
and a big.... bigger.... biggest hugS... tO erny and yeting!! for everything!!!!!! (: love ya!

2005-01-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

wohO`! the amazing race is tomorrowww! how exciting.. gonna run out of school in purple.. hahaha.. nice ritez. hope everything goes on smoothly tml! hope there is no red lights.. hopeee! the beauty & the beasts can get into the final! wohO! HOPPEEEE! let's await the good news. hope birdey and co get in too. let's all get into the finals! =D