have been really busy with life. haha. but i guess somehow i enjoyed it.. being involved in many activites sometimes makes it hard for me to concentrate and give my best but nevertheless.. i'll try my very best(:
this whole week was really hectic. busy with BAOC, sometimes ambassador.. and also FOC.. hmm.. most of the time.. i was really hyper and high. haha.. with that shirleen sng around.. haha.. esp during matriculation.. hahahha.. we flowers were really hyper. best man. haha.. i like the feeling it makes me enjoy wad i m doing. im loving it. but somehow... the energy in me seems dying off.. .. .. .. maybe because of the groupings of GLs.. shir and me happened to be in diff grp. perhaps they feel that im too hyper and stuff that's y didnt put us together..and i know.. we wont always be so lucky to be in the same grp i understand.. but if they group us fairly i got nuthin to say..but in this case they didnt. not fair and square at all. just feeling abit lost and i don know why.....but sadness overflow.. cause that's not the impression i wan to create to pp.. perhpas im always loud and smiling. therefore they conclude im independent and out-going.. is that really the case? no.. im dependent on shir. right shir. lol. kill me~~~sigh
as for BAOC.. it wad really fun working with angelia and gang. a new grp of frenz for me. and im definiatly excited to experience BAOC05. i wonder wad god has install for me! (:
and ya... for those going bintan for idare. please please please TAKE CARE of urself. to put it in a crude way.. be back in one piece alright. just take good care, enjoy to the fullest. i still sense the danger in indonesia.. though it seems quite fine. esp to melissa.. erny.. perry.. ben.. and all!!!!!!! takeeee care! if can don go la. hehehe *hugs*
