frustrating~
im jus so affected.. so upset by the fact that i m in a diff grp as shirleen and melissa for the upcoming camp. call me childish.. useless.. wadever for all i care. but the fact is. i jus cant convince myself with the way those F*C people arrange stuff. if u think i m too arrogant to say that about my senior.. so be it. i agree that they are all nice fun loving people. but! sigh. this is so dismoralizing~ i don know wad to do. i don feel like going for trial anymore. and i heard some unpleasant stuff about some seniors and their grp.. i don know to believe anot.. i guess i shouldnt. but... the irrational side of me seems working really hard now.. and i m actually hating him for doing such stuff.and it makes me hate his grp as well. u must be wondering how childish i can get. i cant believe it myself too~ sigh..ohgod! argh~ c'mon limei.. wake up now. be rational be wise.
im so upset~~~~~~~ going on at this rate i think i will jus pissed everyone off with my irritating unrational childish attitude!
......................>>>>>>>>>>> so be it~
i wish im still in that brown skirt and whilte shirt. no matter how awful it is. life would be much simpler then.
